Am I Worth It?

Insecure. Pathetic. Selfish. Broken. Stupid. Insignificant. Fool. Failure. Worthless. Jesus, is your sacrifice worth saving someone like me? I’m so insecure. I care way to much about what people think. And sometimes I don’t even care about what you think, which is far more dangerous. I’m a pathetic mess, crying selfish, broken tears. I’m stupid […]

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[Isaiah 53:3-12]

“He was despised and rejected by men; a man of sorrows, and acquainted with grief, and as one from whom men hide their faces he was despised, and we esteemed him not. Surely he has borne our griefs and carried our sorrows; yet we esteemed him stricken, smitten by God and afflicted. But he was […]

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c h o s e n

In honor of Good Friday & Easter, I’ve been reflecting a lot on Jesus’ mental battle in Gethsemane. And I uncovered a treasure that made me think a little harder. Jesus was deeply engaged in a mental battle. He prayed to his Father, asking if there was any other possible way for us to be saved. This situation produced […]

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As I write this a humming bird is trapped in our barn. It flies around at the very top perching on the rafters every once in a while. I guess “trapped” isn’t an accurate word to use, because the giant barn door (which is big enough for an RV to drive through) is wide open, […]

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